K\u00fcrt sanat\u00e7\u0131 Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerinden 23 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti. \u201cTa\u00e7s\u0131z-Tahts\u0131z krali\u00e7e\u201d olarak bilinen Ay\u015fe \u015ean, hayat\u0131nda tan\u0131k oldu\u011fu yaln\u0131zl\u0131k ve bask\u0131y\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131nda dillendirdi.<\/p>\n
Ortado\u011fu ve K\u00fcrdistan co\u011frafyas\u0131nda 1950-60 y\u0131llar gibi en kat\u0131 feodalizmin ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llard\u0131. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u0131llarda verdi\u011fi a\u011f\u0131r bedellerle tarihe ad\u0131n\u0131 yazan K\u00fcrt Kad\u0131n Sanat\u00e7\u0131 Ay\u015fe \u015ean 1938\u2019de Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da d\u00fcnyaya geldi. Ay\u015fe \u015ean, babas\u0131n\u0131n dengb\u00eaj olmas\u0131 nedeniyle k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta m\u00fczikle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131. M\u00fczik hayat\u0131na Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da kad\u0131n cemaatlerinde ilahiler s\u00f6yleyerek ba\u015flayan \u015ean, Ey\u015fana Kurd, Ey\u015fe Xan, Ey\u015fana El\u00ee olarak da tan\u0131nd\u0131. \u201cQeder\u00ea\u201d, \u201cDayik\u00ea\u201d gibi unutulmaz \u015fark\u0131lara ruh ve can veren sanat\u00e7\u0131, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplumda kad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemesinin \u201cg\u00fcnah\u201d, \u201cay\u0131p\u201d olarak g\u00f6r\u00fclmesi nedeniyle maruz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bask\u0131lar sonucu, Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019dan ayr\u0131l\u0131p Antep\u2019e gitmek zorunda kald\u0131. Bu ayr\u0131l\u0131k, hayata veda etti\u011fi g\u00fcne kadar s\u00fcrecek bir s\u0131la \u00f6zleminin de ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 oldu Ay\u015fe \u015ean i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
K\u00fcrt\u00e7e yasa\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen K\u00fcrt\u00e7e \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yledi<\/span><\/p>\n Antep\u2019te sanat ya\u015fam\u0131na ilk ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 atan Ay\u015fe \u015ean, K\u00fcrt\u00e7enin yasak olmas\u0131 nedeniyle \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 radyoda iki y\u0131l boyunca T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u015fark\u0131lar seslendirmek zorunda kald\u0131. 1963 y\u0131ll\u0131nda sanat\u0131n merkezi olarak g\u00f6r\u00fclen \u0130stanbul\u2019a y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7eviren Ay\u015fe \u015ean, \u201cEz Xezal\u0131m\u201d adl\u0131 par\u00e7as\u0131yla \u00fcnlendi ve \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u00fcrt\u00e7e-T\u00fcrk\u00e7e ilk kaseti, onun tan\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131. Tan\u0131nmas\u0131 ile birlikte K\u00fcrt\u00e7e m\u00fczi\u011fin yasak oldu\u011fu y\u0131llarda bask\u0131lara daha fazla dayanamayan Ay\u015fe \u015ean, Almanya\u2019ya gitti. 18 ayl\u0131k k\u0131z\u0131 \u015eahnaz\u2019\u0131 yitiren Ay\u015fe \u015ean, dillere destan \u201cQeder\u00ea\u201d adl\u0131 par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in yazarak seslendirdi. Almanya\u2019da bir s\u00fcre sonra \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklu bir anne olarak \u0130stanbul\u2019a geri d\u00f6nen Ay\u015fe \u015ean, bu kez, ailesinin bask\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u015fark\u0131lar nedeniyle de tehditler ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n da kendisini yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmas\u0131 \u00fczerine 1979 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ba\u011fdat\u2019a gider.<\/p>\n Ba\u011fdat y\u0131llar\u0131 ve \u00d6zg\u00fcr \u00fclke \u00f6zlemi<\/span><\/p>\n Ba\u011fdat radyosunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flayan Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n sesi art\u0131k Ba\u011fdat radyosundan dinlenir. O d\u00f6nemde Ba\u011fdat radyosunda K\u00fcrt\u00e7e dilinde k\u00fclt\u00fcr-sanat a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 programlar yap\u0131lmas\u0131na izin verilir. T\u0131pk\u0131 Erivan Radyosu gibi K\u00fcrt m\u00fczi\u011fi ve k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015fat\u0131lmas\u0131nda \u00f6nemli katk\u0131lara sahip Ba\u011fdat Radyosuda bir\u00e7ok K\u00fcrt m\u00fczisyenin yeti\u015fmesine ev sahipli\u011fi yapar. Ba\u011fdat Radyosu\u2019nda o d\u00f6nemde Mihemed Arif ve Hesen Cizraw\u00ee, Mihemed \u015e\u00eaxo, Tehs\u00een Taha, Meryem Xan, Ay\u015fe \u015ean, \u00cesa Bervar\u00ee, Kaw\u00ees Axa, G\u00fblbahar, Nesr\u00eenS\u00earwan, Cem\u00eel\u00eaHoro en \u00e7ok ilgi g\u00f6ren ve dinlenen m\u00fczisyenlerdendir. Ay\u015fe \u015ean burada K\u00fcrt m\u00fczi\u011finin bir\u00e7ok \u00f6nemli ismiyle tan\u0131\u015fma, birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma ve konser verme imkan\u0131 yakalar ve Ey\u015fana El\u00ee ad\u0131yla sesini duyurmaya ba\u015flar. 1990\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llara gelindi\u011finde K\u00fcrt hareketinin y\u00fckselen \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve demokrasi m\u00fccadelesine Ay\u015fe \u015ean da \u201cWerinP\u00ea\u015fmerge\u201d, \u201cNewroz \u00fb D\u00eeyarb\u00eak\u00eer\u201d \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131yla ses verir. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zorlu hayat\u0131; \u201cEzilmi\u015flik, kendisiyle beraber b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131 ve keder yarat\u0131r. E\u011fer bizim de \u00f6zg\u00fcr bir \u00fclkemiz olsayd\u0131, halk\u0131m\u0131z da kendi de\u011ferlerinin k\u0131ymetini bilirdi. Biz halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ve \u00fclkemizin ezilmi\u015fli\u011fine feda olaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d diyerek anlat\u0131r.<\/p>\n Direnmek ve keder aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7en bir hayat<\/span><\/p>\n Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n toplumun s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131 o d\u00f6nemde akraba \u00e7evresi taraf\u0131ndan kabul g\u00f6r\u00fclmedi. Bu nedenle s\u00fcrekli \u00f6l\u00fcm tehditleri ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019a gidemedi. \u00d6yle ki annesinin, kendisini g\u00f6rme iste\u011fi bile ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmedi. Bu nedenle \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nce son kez Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6rmek isteyen anneye akrabalar\u0131 izin vermedi\u011fi gibi, Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n, annesinin mezar\u0131n\u0131 bile bir kez olsun ziyaret etmesine izin vermediler. Bu olay Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n hayat\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir yara a\u00e7t\u0131 ve duygular\u0131n\u0131 her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi \u015fark\u0131lara ak\u0131tt\u0131. \u201cDayike\u201d \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6yle bir d\u00f6nemde yazan Ay\u015fe \u015ean\u2019\u0131n ac\u0131 ve keder dolu ya\u015fam\u0131na kanser de eklendi. Hayat\u0131 boyunca s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde ya\u015fayan ve i\u00e7inde \u00fclke a\u015fk\u0131 bulunduran Ay\u015fe \u015ean, 18 Aral\u0131k 1996\u2019da kansere yenik d\u00fc\u015ferek, tek ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evde hayata g\u00f6zlerini yumar. Cenazesinin Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019a defnedilmesini vasiyet etmesine ra\u011fmen bu iste\u011fi ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmez ve cenazesi \u0130zmir\u2019de \u00e7ok az ki\u015fi taraf\u0131ndan defnedilir.<\/p>\n Ac\u0131, keder, ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131 ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla ge\u00e7en hayat\u0131ndan geriye \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, besledi\u011fi ac\u0131lar\u0131 ve m\u00fccadelesini b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n